I know I haven't been doing much on here... I have been emotionally drained and it's not getting better. I think God is trying to see how far I can bend without breaking. I just lost my step-dad who has been a real father to me since I was 5 less then two months ago. I just found out today, that Friday, I just lost my biological father as well. Him and I just recently, over the past few years, have gotten closer to one another. I'm not in the right place and I am trying to work on getting myself better. It is very hard, unfortunately, when the friends I have here are not caring enough to try to comfort me as much I as need right now. They no